Why do you think the Bible include accounts of big failure like this? Have you ever experienced a repeated failure, a sin or problem that keeps returning, no matter what you do?

 Because you did not serve the LORD your God joyfully and gladly in the time of prosperity, therefore in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and dire poverty, you will serve the enemies the LORD sends against you. He will put an iron yoke on your neck until he has destroyed you.

~Deuteronomy 28:47-48

It's not so much a sin really, but I keep feeling like I'm failing at finding a job these days.  I try and I try to apply to all sorts of different places, but it always seems that everyone wants someone better experienced than me